Waha. Changed my url. :)
I have ulcers, red spots on hand and foot. what does this show?
HFMD!
Do I really have one? Im not so sure.
But Im feeling a little feverish right now.
YEAH. GO ON AND MAKE ME SICK MAN! THEN LET ME DIE CAUSE OF HFMD! LETS SEE HOW YOU ALL WILL REACT TO THE DEATH OF YOUR SO-CALLED "PRECIOUS" FAMILY MEMBER!
omg lah. whatever! Don't give a damn anymore okay. Whatever you all say, even if its TOTALLY VERY SO UNTRUE, I just wont give a damn. Just go on ahead and anyhow jump into conclusion lah! not my problem. Whatever you all want to think of me, just go on ahead CUS I WONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE! YOU GET IT? YOU BETTER GET IT. Most Preferable is that PLEASE DO NOT JUMP INTO CONCLUSIONS AND GET THE SITUATION RIGHT!

ohmyfuckinggod. Im so having mood swing right now. OMG COOL DOWN HAN LIHUI!!!

Don't know why he kept on picking on me. Dont know what I've even done to him to make him pick on me. Tired of him already. You, just shut the fuck up.

Hello.
Must be wondering why im here instead of WWW. Nope, its not that the place there have free computer usage with internet connection. Im HERE AT HOME!
You know why? Cause almost all of them cant make it.
Kay. there are four of us, Audrey, me, Sarah and Rebecca.
Only Audrey doesnt have any problems.
For me, I dont know if mine is a big or small problem. :/
Rebecca said she cant go cus her parents doesnt allow or sth like that.
Sarah got something cropped up the night before, so its quite inconvenient for her.
As for me, my father suddenly say I cannot go, when I all ready to meet them tomorrow, which is today. (i shall be NICE and not say that word. -.-~)
But I dont care him. Like, why are you ordering us like we are your servants or sth?
In the house, only you can make the decisions for ALL OF US. omg wtf is wrong with you man?
kay. chillax. (whoooooooo~)
yeah. but i dont caree~ like whats the problem with me going out with friends after the EOY exams? EVERYBODY(except for the nerds) does that okay. Does it mean you want me to become a nerd? FINE! I will wear nerdy, I will read books everyday just so that i can IGNORE YOU, AND YOU HAVE NO REASON TO SCOLD ME FOR IGNORING YOU CAUSE I BECAME A NERD, AND ITS YOU WHO WANTS ME TO BECOME A NERD.
Yeah.l i want to totally ignore him and dont care him and go on with my plannings.
But, my plannings failed in the end. How wasted. I could have spent all my energy on exams. -.-
Everything that Im like SUPER EXCITED ABOUT, it will be either CANCELLED or POSTPONED. But, most of the times are cancelled. sighhs. But this time, luckily its postponed, but it until school holidays. wts. -.- =3
Seriously dont know what to do. Got tired of internet. WANTS TO GO OUT BADLY!
DD; Who is willing to go with me??

Hello everyone!!
jus felt so sad nowadays... i have a feeling that now everyone seems to dislike me or sth...
haiz.. i dunno what to do... yest. i shouted at caiyun cus she passed the ws to me, when i alr shouted like damn lot of times that pass the ws to sarahann.. and i jus felt like crying after that. im sorry!
im so confused, so pissed that i forgot its my own classmate. and she is helping karen to pass it up to me.. maybe karen said this: caiyun can help me pass this to lihui? ty.
yeahhh..
ARGH. i hate this..
recently... my sis say.. she went through though times like this... like.. emo and stuff... yeah.. and she said it shuld be normal for every teenage girls.. like my age.. so i felt better.. :)
but i still feel so emo, so sad... cus of my friends.. urgh.. y do we have friends in the first place? they jus make u angry, sad, emo, etc.. good things cant last forever.. or even long.
I just feel sooo unbalanced in this life of mine... im not sure.. i've got the good things that i wanted, etc... so y do i feel so.... ARGH I DUNNO!!!
wth is this man... every friend jus seem to dislike me... wad did i do?? what did i do to offend you? what flaws i've got? why dont u tell me how to change myself instead of like... disliking me and stuffs?
wtf. i hate this class ttc. except for some ppl which is okay... but.. in my life, up till now, theres not ONE CLOSE FRIEND. i cant really say rebecca is my closet friend.. for some reasons.. and i cant really say sarahann either.. shuxin, too. although they are my most contacted ppl.. i jus.. dun have.. that sense of belonging... do u get wad i mean?? maybe u dont...
plus.. my family problems.. need money, get into fights often, etc etc..
u dont know my life.. no one, except me, knows my life, so dun go round boasting that you know my life. u dont. i tell u, U DONT!
some ppl even dont even know that i wear specs. wth? i've been like.. wearing for like 2.75 years... and mostly in class, in school.. and u still dare to ask me if i got wear specs a not... im toking about those who is in the same class as me last year...
ohmygod. i really... dont know what to say... like... u dun really noe my existence, do you?
some of my this yrs classmates just... antisocial WITH ME and doesnt seem to like me and thus doesnt talk to me.. and most of the time, u(yes, a particular person) r STARING at me.. i dunno what i've done.. u do? tell me then.. i will try and change...
wth is this man.... and.. okay maybe i shall not say it here... cus a person who can read my blog is very close to that person so i shall not say..... but.. GET UR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE BLURTING OUT AND HURTING PPL'S HEART U IDIOT! u... i dunno what to say.. jus forget about this... noonono.. i cant forget this... i want, but i cant. sorry uhs, that person.
and the other person, urgh i dunno if she is just playing with me or teasing me... but this is TOO MUCH! urgh.
chill~~
wads wrong with my life?? it looked as if its turned upside down.
okay stop these emoing lihui... go look at some videos to cheer u up.
omg srsly.. is videos the only way to solve my probs? how about friends? can they help? WILL they help? ppl reading this by wadeva means(i've set this to only ppl i invite can read)... if u r reading this... i wish that u keep all these.. and my previous posts.. a secret... tyvm. i trust u, if u dun give me the trust, sorry. NO ONE can read my blog. :)