Hello everyone!!
jus felt so sad nowadays... i have a feeling that now everyone seems to dislike me or sth...
haiz.. i dunno what to do... yest. i shouted at caiyun cus she passed the ws to me, when i alr shouted like damn lot of times that pass the ws to sarahann.. and i jus felt like crying after that. im sorry!
im so confused, so pissed that i forgot its my own classmate. and she is helping karen to pass it up to me.. maybe karen said this: caiyun can help me pass this to lihui? ty.
yeahhh..
ARGH. i hate this..
recently... my sis say.. she went through though times like this... like.. emo and stuff... yeah.. and she said it shuld be normal for every teenage girls.. like my age.. so i felt better.. :)
but i still feel so emo, so sad... cus of my friends.. urgh.. y do we have friends in the first place? they jus make u angry, sad, emo, etc.. good things cant last forever.. or even long.
I just feel sooo unbalanced in this life of mine... im not sure.. i've got the good things that i wanted, etc... so y do i feel so.... ARGH I DUNNO!!!
wth is this man... every friend jus seem to dislike me... wad did i do?? what did i do to offend you? what flaws i've got? why dont u tell me how to change myself instead of like... disliking me and stuffs?
wtf. i hate this class ttc. except for some ppl which is okay... but.. in my life, up till now, theres not ONE CLOSE FRIEND. i cant really say rebecca is my closet friend.. for some reasons.. and i cant really say sarahann either.. shuxin, too. although they are my most contacted ppl.. i jus.. dun have.. that sense of belonging... do u get wad i mean?? maybe u dont...
plus.. my family problems.. need money, get into fights often, etc etc..
u dont know my life.. no one, except me, knows my life, so dun go round boasting that you know my life. u dont. i tell u, U DONT!
some ppl even dont even know that i wear specs. wth? i've been like.. wearing for like 2.75 years... and mostly in class, in school.. and u still dare to ask me if i got wear specs a not... im toking about those who is in the same class as me last year...
ohmygod. i really... dont know what to say... like... u dun really noe my existence, do you?
some of my this yrs classmates just... antisocial WITH ME and doesnt seem to like me and thus doesnt talk to me.. and most of the time, u(yes, a particular person) r STARING at me.. i dunno what i've done.. u do? tell me then.. i will try and change...
wth is this man.... and.. okay maybe i shall not say it here... cus a person who can read my blog is very close to that person so i shall not say..... but.. GET UR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE BLURTING OUT AND HURTING PPL'S HEART U IDIOT! u... i dunno what to say.. jus forget about this... noonono.. i cant forget this... i want, but i cant. sorry uhs, that person.
and the other person, urgh i dunno if she is just playing with me or teasing me... but this is TOO MUCH! urgh.
chill~~
wads wrong with my life?? it looked as if its turned upside down.
okay stop these emoing lihui... go look at some videos to cheer u up.
omg srsly.. is videos the only way to solve my probs? how about friends? can they help? WILL they help? ppl reading this by wadeva means(i've set this to only ppl i invite can read)... if u r reading this... i wish that u keep all these.. and my previous posts.. a secret... tyvm. i trust u, if u dun give me the trust, sorry. NO ONE can read my blog. :)

Symphonic Episode I - Satoshi Yagisawa

yoz! my band has jus recieved a new song score. The song is nice and we are gonna use it for SFY! this is how the song sound like if u dunno. :) anyway im toking to no one cus i put it as me read only! :))







yay! enjoy! and go band! GET A GOLD OR EVEN BETTER. GOLD WITH HONORS! :) fighting~~ although its grade 2 or 3 but go sec 1s(including me)~!!! hehe. :))

Ohya. returned my band uniform~! haha. a bit bu she de larh but still. haha. yay! we getting a new uni next yr!!!! whohohoho. :))

and wanted a buy a tag cus they say mus get it done by today then i was like.. waddd?
then like. ask nicole if she buy alr a not. if havent yet then i go popular buy.. lol. havent check my phone yet. :/
kkays. gtg bbyes!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH....
I NOE HOW TO PLAY SEOHYUN'S PART IN CAT DANCE... THAT MEANS I KNOW HOW TO PLAY THE WHOLE OF CAT DANCE!!!! WOOOOHHOOOOO!! HAHA. too happy thats y im posting. :D
this video teach me+ some of my music knowledge. :D

Hey peeps. haha
just bought a pair of boots which are meant for marching from wad i heard from the saleswomen today. lol
dunnoe if its the same as my seniors' .. and lingyi said slight heel but i dun think mine is SLIGHT heel. LOL. was suspicious about the height of heel in the beginning alr.. but wad to do? i dun even noe if theres any other marching boots available in the shop.


look at the height of the heel!! D: very scared its the wrong one, yet quite confident about it. ARRRGGHHH!! :// im goin crazy... :/

i took it with flash. lol. ohya and another thing i doubt is the pop up thing behind.. cus im not so sure if the seniors' have the pop out thing too. :(

ahh well. just stop worrying. you've got everything now except for the beret and the socks.. but i dunnid worry bout the socks cus i can order it through band!! wahaha. but.. not so sure if they have enuf beret for me. ://

haiz. i like, but dun like the uniform. lol. i like cus its okay-looking... LOL. not that kind of boomz! yeah get what i mean? ^^ and i can go round showing ppl im from band! LOL. i dun really LOVE band, nor HATE band.. its just okay... hmm. maybe in between like and neutral? haha. and. i like wearing diff. things from other ppl. HAHAHAHA. and i like to be regonized in special occasion whohohohoho. LOL. but count Emmanuel and heARTbeat concert out please. its like so embarassing ttm!! zz.

hahaha. anw.... i've got no band shirt, so no idea wad to wear for the second rehearsal, where we need to wear HALF DRESS. :/ i hope its not band shirt. :/ but.. if its not band shirt then wad would it be.. we cant possibly be wearing our blouse with vest and SHORTS right.. LOL. the only way to not look weird is: BAND SHIRTT!!! -taadaa!-

zz. forgive me for my lameness. -.- ARGHH ITS ALR 12.33AM. ZZ. got to sleep uh!! ltr cant wake up then tio scolding... OH SHYT. i havent pack my bag yet zz. kays haha bbyes!

HELLLOO GUYS!



just had a new video blog.. which ofc posts K-pop things.. Although I post it up here.. Ahhhh might as well just delete that blog.

OH YEAH!! RIGHT.

but before I do that, Can you all visit this website?

http://www.lihui-video-blog.blogspot.com/



and POLL!!



you can look at the MV if you dont know the song.

I stongly recommend SHINee. HEHEHEHEHEH. no larh its up to the person's choice. thats wads poll is all about. haha. but you can select multiple choices so dun worry on which one to vote for haha.

and i posted a ONEW SANGTAE up there. wahahahha. lol

ohyeah shall post the picture that I coloured that time at Heartland mall up here AND my band uniform. but srsly I think the beret is the problem.. without that it would be much nice... lolol. nvm...

AHHHHH SHYYTTT.... T.T

how on earth does the shoe look like....... BOOOOHHOOOO..
anw, now is sun... and i typed this halfway yesterday night.. nono midnight which is like today's morning.. early morning.. yeah.. NVM.
now goin amk.. then later maybe go bata see the shoe... hmm. for the high sock i wan order from mr pang... so.. socks dunnid worry... left the shoe to worry.. lol yest. bombarded chanel wif loads of qns on the shoes and socks.. lol. poor her uh. i hate that kind of feeling when juniors ask me loaaaddddsss of qns.. HAHAHA. nvmnvm
gtg now.. AHHH I WAN GO THERE EARLY.. so i can have more itme to look at the shoes and thinking its which one lolol.

urgh so irritating my bro keep looking at what i type. -.-


ANW... now im worry-ing about quite a no. of things... haiz.
1) MY SHOE!!!
2) CT around the corner yet im like.. every minute facing the comp.. -.-
3) NDP not playing well and the whole parade is ruined by me. :/

yeahhh.. thats about it... haha.

AND OHYA. shyt~~ my chinese storytelling.. havent memorise yet.. zzz. but nvm. i noe the contents can alr. haha
OHYA.
and my hw.. havent touched a single one yet LOL.
cus yest watching toystory 1 and 2. heheheheheh. so funneh!

HAHAHA. ahhh im getting weird now adays..
and my bro... haiz...
nvmnvm~~ gtg uhs!