STRESS!

hahhaha. jus now watched "国记交意所" damn funny. laugh like dunno wad crazy women. =//
i laugh until like tune liddat. suddenly high-pitch the later low-pitch. lol.
anyway, reply to crystal's msg:

thank you. wow. PSLE oral and piano test at the same time must be though. jiayous! try to be more cheerful! i will try my best though. =)

Ahhhhh... PSLE..... Please Stop Learning Everything!
=((
has been dropping lots of hair lately. dunno. why. 3 possibilties:

1. my health. - it has always been bad, from the day i was born.
2. cus of my rubber band. - cus its rubber, so when i take it out, it will pull out some of my hair.
3. stress. - i really agree with this, but i kept finding myself doing useless things like wondering wad would i get if i get 240+ for PSLE. BUT. i have been studying a lot lately. and homework is.... i could only say its a pile of homwork that is tall enough to reach the top of my calendar.

stress.... stress.... stress....
it sucks. i wanna end my life, but i could'nt.
ottoekae?

nowadays, i really feel like commiting sucide. really. really emo these few days. feel like either junping off the building or cutting myself. health- not good studies- not good all- not good. overall- very very bad. and this result to mum scolding me and ignoring me, like im not her daughter - im 1000000000x 1000000000000000000000% sure.
you may see in school that im like a so called "cheerful girl",you are watching a show. although i admit that im very happy with my friends therefore im happy, but you are 2% watching a show.
when i reach home, i either do my work or sleep or eat or do wadeva things that is NOT WITH my family members nowadays. my work, i really cant stand my chinese. maths also. last time ws and wb used to get full marks, but now? 1 or 2, or even 3 mistakes. what on earth am i doing? am i working hard enough as a student? arghhhh... WHAT THE HELL AM I?

am starting to like SHINee. =DD
lol.
dunno why and when.

today cme have a.... game?
angel and mortal game. accidentally heard my angel's name =//
help me forget it.~~
and i shall not tell u who my mortal is. =p
she is *** *** **.
=]
go think and those who know pls do not say and tell her. if u go tell the whole world, i will kill u.
felt guilty for accidentally overheard that.
=((
nvm....
hmm... wad shall i give my mortal??
heard that she like cute cute things.
haha.
i heard that from charlotte. ==
well, i think since its the first present, then i will give her...... cannot tell u.
but b4 that can someone pls tell me if she is a christian, cus if i buy sth buddhist and she's a christian im dead. =)
ahhh... lets hope its a christian....

she must... cus i thought of one alr.
=)
pls, for goodness sake, dun tell her this. and if u heppen to be my mortal,hmm.. pls stop reading my blog
thnks a million. =)
want also can...
i wont breathe a word about the angel mortal game.
=D


ahhhhhhhh stop saying bout this.
kaykay i wan read other people's blog liaos. bb~